About this website!

Thoughts behind an eternal construction site.
Squared Pancake
Artistic rendition of me and me pals in orbit around Pancadia
Site Type Static + SSG
Created Oct. 2021 (Old) | ~2023 (Simple)

History

My journey of making websites began with an older website that I made and abandoned, but am still keeping up for keepsakes. The styling took heavy inspirations from Wikipedia as I strived to catalogue everything there was to catalogue about one's life – all my successes, hardships, failures, stories, thoughts, doubts, moments, friendships, mistakes and more. I also kept a page called the Article Index, which was full of ideas, thoughts, concepts and questions I would have about life and basic concepts such as love, or religion. I wanted to discover if there was a true, absolute answer to these things. to foster curiosity and general life knowledge/wisdom to round out my character. While the goals were strong, I was led astray by other worries and my general inability to focus – the website wasn't particularly big and most of the time spent working on it was working on the design instead of the content ("working on the frame holding the content instead of working on the content itself", as biko has said) as, while I did have some interesting questions, I didn't have the discipline to really answer them in a thorough manner befitting of a piece of writing. I still have fond memories of my old website – some sessions of working on it felt really fun and it was nice to first discover other people's websites with similar enthusiasm and unprofessional formatting on NeoCities.

Sometime later, I got sick of the maintainance burden of the first website (with me feeling like it wasn't fun to work on the website anymore because there always was something that needed tending) and tried sprouting off a new website, the one you're on right now. I first named this sub-site "The Simple Hub" (you can still observe this legacy name by inspecting the url of the pages here) as a reminder that this time, I should keep the styling to a minimum and just keep it mostly HTML and content focused. Therefore, the layout got simpler (just being a singular column with everything in it row by row) but even then I iterated and experimented with the design a bunch to end up where we are now.

Now, when looking back at my old site, I can really admire that spirit that I feel like I partly lost as my mind got astrayed by the increasing burdens that come from growing up. I feel kind of sad that it faded a bit, but can count myself lucky that I kept such a vibrant and lively time capsule that reminds me of this pure child-like drive of curiosity I've kind of forgotten about. I feel respect towards my past self, and have a will to honor his past dreams by maintaining our old website and potentially discovering the answers to the questions he sought to answer.

If you're interested, you can look at the Design Graveyard for past ideas I had for the design of this website that didn't work out or that got usurped by better ideas, or the Changelog Log for a chronological log of major changes done to this website (some even have before vs. after pictures!!).

Purpose

Even though I don't truly recall why I made my website in the first place, over time some reasons started appearing the longer my mind had time to mull things over:

  1. Major Purpose: It allows me to compile and share useful and/or cool things made by myself or others (take for example the entire Links section or anything worthwhile in the Me section).
  2. Minor Purpose: As a sort of online backup for things like bookmarks, art, thoughts and more that I found worthwhile enough to share – for when my mind or my hard drive fails me.
  3. Minor Purpose: Another minor purpose is that of finding my general workflow. Rarely has a project of mine exceeded the scope I reached with this website, and with that comes the challenge of how to structure a big project – how to organize what goes where, in what order I do things in, how I efficiently process everyday thoughts and findings into things worthy of publishing – that sort of thing.

    I will definitely be writing about this when I get to find my mojo with it!

Previous Purposes

Previously, I also had some other things listed here as purposes:

  1. Sometimes it's fun to work on this website – adding pages, optimizing the code, adding little features and details and working on new JavaScript things is just plain fun when I'm up for it (which varies wildly)!
    • While there is definitely fun involved on some days while creating this website (and some pages are indeed made just for the joy and creativity of them, like Torture), having it be the primary motivator is kind of doomed to fail from the start as:
      • There will probably always be days where things aren't fun, and if that doesn't subside and you can't manage to do things that aren't fun, you'll be stuck until you can.
  2. Sometimes I just want to vent out my feelings (Me Words, Music Library)
    • This is something I don't really consider to be important anymore as I've finally solidified Obsidian as the first place to dump any thoughts and feelings I have. It's private (which allows me to write about anything without fear of judgement) and quicker than having to wrap everything in HTML elements with proper indentation.
    • I plan to use this website for more polished thoughts that are more ordered and hopefully more useful to others without it being drowned in a sea of vents & ramblings and such.
      • Although there is undeniable charm and use for such a thing, such as being a raw way of just showing the day-to-day thoughts and struggles of a real person – it's the reason why I like turd.neocities.org's log section so much because it just feels so rawly human, which feels like a somewhat rare sight – so I definitely wouldn't rule out publishing stuff like that in the future.
  3. I think this website is a unique place where I can document the progress of certain things in my life and the first place really where I look back on what I write. While I've written a lot of notes in the past few years, I've never had the motivation nor the willpower to look through these notes and retrieve the usefulness probably contained within them. But the things I write for this website are usually more ordered, either under a section or in the case of my thoughts in the "Me thoughts" section in many little, orderly, self-contained, thoughtfully written and tagged cards that are easy to digest and contain the quintessence of my thoughts, with potential to elaborate on that with my own personal stories, examples or other thoughts that help with showing what I mean and how it could be applied to real-life situations.
    • My response to this is basically the one from Previous Purpose 2 – that Obsidian is better for such a thing nowadays.

Design Decisions

This is a general summary of certain design decisions for this website. Mouse over the text with the blue marker background to read more about that particular topic! Also see Design Graveyard for design decisions that ended up being scrapped for one reason or another.

Principles

These are not set-in-stone things that I actively wager any time I add something to this site – it's just a list of more sub-conscious thoughts that I noticed commonly popping up while working on this site that subtly influence the kind of decisions I make.

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