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[Norvella9] Day 839 of waiting for a SquaredPancake update...

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[mooncat] dude stop spamming

[Norvella9] Day 841 of waiting for a SquaredPancake update...

[SquaredPancake] [2026-01-update-changelog.md]

I updated my site!

(after only 2.25 years)

The emotions I feel/felt towards this update are kind of difficult, but luckily feel resolved (at least for the time being). First off, some basic questions: Why did it take so long? Why was it done now, and not delayed even longer?

The reason why nothing came in those 2 years is personal, but that's been solved and so I'm back now! The main reason I'm releasing an update now was at first to just publish the progress I made whilst tinkering on the site on-and-off in the past years as I do believe some things I added during this time could indeed be of some use to specific visitors (I mainly added a lot of new links to the links section, but I also slightly hope that some of the feature- and style-work I did might potentially inspire aspiring webmaster to improve their own website).

However, as I was reaching the end of my Todo list filled with what big, broad stuff I wanted to include in this update, I started feeling anxious and uncertain (as usual) as there were still a lot of ghastly little imperfections and outdated writings haunting around the website. It felt a bit similar to how I felt when I uprooted my old website to start work on this new one – that it was all just a lot of busywork; that there were still so many outdated sections I'll have to review still to see if I can stand by by what I said there. Especially as I pressured myself to get this done some day, each little tweak I felt I had to make felt more agonizing; each thing demanding attending felt more life-time consuming.

I felt conflicted and under pressure, but a neat little miracle occurred and my mind got the right thoughts at the right time and convinced itself that it found a solution that it likes! "I'll just publish the update when the major things on my list are done." – is the conclusion it came to, with following reasoning:

  1. If I do multiple, smaller updates instead of one singular, big and perfect one, things that are already mostly ready for publication can get published without having to wait for other, unrelated things to get finished.
  2. If I were to follow that feeling of only wanting to have it published when the site is truly done and lickety-spit polished, I'd likely only update the site when I'm 80 as there are always more things I learn and do. With that come more things I want to share on this site, and with that more time needed to perfect all the new content and features I'll need to house the new content.
  3. It's probably healthier and better to just step from the gas a little bit, only fixing those minor imperfections as I notice them while working on the more important things that matter (i.e. bigger projects and writings that could actually have an impact, or fixing things going awry in real life). I essentially have a life-time I want to spend improving this website, so why should I force myself to fix every single mistake now?
    • That essentially means "stop being such a perfectionist", but that's a vague goal that probably doesn't convince my emotions to stop coming back when standing before the big red launch button of another update in the future. I do hope that, if that day comes, I will reread this "journal" entry and manage to fight on against my perfectionism again, even if just for a little bit.
    • I could apply the "Little bit every step" thought and just do a little bit each session I work on this website on. That way, I might not feel the agony of my life-time drifting by!

Other related ideas:

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Ahem!

I said everything I wanted to say – let's change the subject!

The Change

Core

Features, Bug Fixes & Layout Changes

Content

Visual Changes

Internal

Closing Remarks

I have to say that my site has improved considerably from this update and is now further along the goal of being a good website for me to share things of value to others. Everything from style changes (e.g. better styling for guest book, playful patterns for blockquote and summaries, cooler headings), new semantic/visual elements (e.g. page summaries, link buttons, inline lists, inline buttons), the restructuring of certain things (e.g. the page header and navigation menu) and new and improved features (RSS feed, better and more unified tag system, light/dark theme) feel like nice optimizations and a good ground work for easily adding a bunch of content now.

Neatly enough, it also seems like some ideas and things of mine are vaguely shaping themselves up to be potentially ready to share in the maybe-ly nearby future, like...

There are also some ideas that're farther ahead in the future, like...

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It is relieving to know that this site endured a lot of by emotions, and that I was able to publish this update. I still have a lot of things in my life that need my attention, but at least I can be happy that I managed to publish something here after all this time, solving some design/structural problems that've bothered me a bit for months and years.

[mooncat] thank god he can shut up now

[Norvella9] :pogchamp::pogchamp::pogchamp:

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